So, I went to the hospital yesterday....and bottom line.....
......I....Hate...Hospitals........
They always find more crap wrong with you than what you went in for, and they always tell you the things you DON'T to to hear. For once I would just love to hear the words "oh, your just fine!" But hey, this is ME we're talking about so the odds of THAT happening are 0 in a million!
So here's what's up....
Migraines..... I've had them since I was 16 years old, but they have never been this bad before. For the past 2 months I have been waking up every morning with headaches....and during the day by 2 pm it is a full blown migraine and every day it's a little more worse than the day before, and then my day ends with me going to sleep with this migraine, and then it all happens again the next day.
So I was referred to a Neurologist here in town so we can try and figure out what is causing all these migraines.
Staph Infections......disgusting. I have had about 5 different staph infections in less than a 4 month time period. Why you may ask.... I have absolutely NO idea :/
Random joint knee pain..?? Yea....your guess is as good as mine. Why am I having this?? No idea. Well, yea we DO have a idea. The doctor said he thinks I'm working my body too hard everyday taking care of Dakota without any breaks. I exercise EVERYDAY and now even THAT is starting to hurt. I can't even do some of my yoga poses anymore :( which makes me very sad :((((
All in all my doctor asked me"...How stressed are you..." and I was COMPLETELY honest with him. I explained to him about how I'm under a lot of pressure looking for another job. Trying to find daycare for Dakota OTHER than the daycare he is in NOW because that one SUCKS! Having the money to PAY for daycare even though I haven't received child support in over a month and poor Tanner is doing the best he can to pay for everything else. Having to drop of out the college I got accepted to because of the whole daycare situation......and other things.
It's just hard. I guess I just needed to vent! Thanks for listening!
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